This is a personal entry for my 30-day Trusting Myself challenge, part of Seth Godin's #Trust30 project, inspired by Ralph Waldo Emerson.

Today's Challenge:

Invent the futureMy favorite quote of all time is Alan Kay: 'In order to predict the future, you have to invent it.' I am all about inventing the future. Decide what you want the future to be and make it happen. Because you can. Write about your future now.

Today's entry:

Alan Kay's quote (or a variation) is actually a magnet on our refrigerator. I've spent a lot of time staring at that magnet, which so far hasn't produced much in the way of enlightenment. Maybe I'm not staring right.

I'm struggling with this one, because I said most of what I had to say about the future on Day 6. To sum up: I'm not really a clear-vision-of-the-future kind of guy. I've always had a pretty good ability to point myself in a direction and course-correct as I go. I don't think there's one perfect outcome for me, and I try to be open to the possibilities along the way.

That said, I do firmly believe in fashioning that future as I go. I may be going west, but the wind isn't always in my favor – I appreciate people who are more Zen than I am, but I don't think I'll ever fully convert. Sometimes, I have to go in a certain direction, even if all the elements and good sense are telling me otherwise. I think even total obstinance can be a virtue in moderation.

Even if a perfect future exists, I'm not sure that any of us are smart enough to fully envision it. I know good art when I see it, but if you said "Think of the perfect painting," I just can't do it. Likewise, I know good things when they come along, and I try to act on them, but can't make a list of my next 100 opportunities on the spot.

I'm not sure trying to see the future that clearly is even wise. I may not be a religious man, in the usual sense, but I do accept that the universe is a lot more vast and amazing than I can wrap my human brain around. Personally, I think that's exciting. There are opportunities and futures that I haven't imagined, and I look forward to discovering them as I go.

16 Jun – MikeTek

I love the analogy of imagined art to an imagined future - it's damn near perfect ;)

Part of what makes great art is the organic imperfection of it. We're human, we leave dirt behind, we stumble, we shake.

Anything we create, including the future, will have elements of chaos, pieces that our logic and language cannot encapsulate. Pieces of ourselves we don't understand.

In AA, recovery depends upon the admission of a greater force, something beyond our power and true comprehension. I think, at some level, that's also a requirement for sanity. Recognizing our own smallness, our own powerlessness, frees us in a way. There's a whole universe out there that doesn't give a crap about our fears and inhibitions. And whatever we do, shit will happen we can't control, couldn't predict if we tried - so why not do what we really want to do? Why the hell not?

When asked, "do you work from nature," Jackson Pollock once replied, "I am nature." Some may call that conceit. I'd call it freedom.


16 Jun – Dr. Pete

@Mike - Yeah, definitely - even if your higher power is just the recognition of a world/universe that's a lot bigger than yourself. I'm not egotistical enough to believe I could control my destiny 100%. I don't think I'd even want to. There's more to heaven and earth than I can imagine.